Sorry :(

Today St John training till 2pm again.
Really bad bad bad !
Our training is getting worse and worse. 
Sigh. Really sorry to Pvt Chew. 
She really is a good faci and taught us alot.
Why don't we just listen to her for once and study up our home nursing ?!
Everytime's training is just giving her a chance to feel dissapointed to us. 
Sigh. We had never made her happy of our success before.
Looking at others group getting better and better ,
My mind is telling me that We really don't have the quality to go for the selection.
Can we success ? Or fail ?
It's only on our hands. Trust yourself or not.
Training will be on again. Really don't hope to make Pvt Chew dissapointed anymore.
More training and training before the training with Pvt chew so that we can give her a surprise when she sees us again in the  next training ?
Hope so. People. So being lazy !