Sorry :(

Sorry.... I didn't mean to say that.
I was just .. Joking .. I didn't knew you would take it so serious.
I was totally emo after you ran away with my last sentence.
She's important for you. I know.
* Had no mood since recess till choir practice.
You asked why ? I said Nothing , I'm fine ..  :)
That's always the best word to use ...

Thought of many things these days ..
I'm in school team. So ? Does that means that I'm good ?
I hope my dream wouldn't come true.
I couldn't imagine what am I going to do if that really comes .
I'm weird recently. Ignore me. I'll act crazy to hide my sadness.
That's the best way for me , anyway. C:

First Post for 2011 :)

Hmm. Had the last post but till March still haven't start a new one. Failure ehh me. :P
Anyway , I wonder izit I had too much last year and made me have no more feelings this year ? Lol ?
It's okay. I don't mind. With a dying heart is not a bad thing though. I feel FREE ! :D

Yeah ! Time passes really fast. PMR coming soon ?
Everyday forced to study by my dad =.=
Owh . I just hate studying ! ;(

Anthea , the great granddaughtar ! Teehee.
Helping me to remember my blog address -.-
How can I forget it and she can remember ?
I'm really OLD ! Hahahahhaa. Thanks anyway :)

Ooh ! I had two more important person in my life again.
How can this be ? They are going to leave me soon :(
Why should they appear now ? Sigh .
I really appreciate every moment with them.
All the best to them. That's the only thing I could say.

That's all. Maybe this would be the first and ONLY ?! post in the year ?
Or after PMR ? Wait for it and see.
I don't even know when do I have the mood to complete my blog for this year.

Last Post in 2010

Hmm . Actually this year really means alot for me.
Happiness. Sadness. Angryness and regretssss.
Next year would be coming and I would have to set a goal or target for myself.
Nothing and no one can block me to success ! I hope ..
Went to school and be their casualty today .
Hmm. My jobs is not really being a casualty but pointing out their mistakes too.
After that , doing a case with them.
Gosh . I didn't even study and I just have the heart to come and be a patient ?!
OMG. How am I going to do this ?
Then . I just do what I can think of there. Haha.
Luckily I'm not in the team. If not .. Let Seniors scold till death man .

Erm erm. Why suddenly change topic one ? 
* Go back to topic. Haha.
This year .. Really I learnt alot neh .
Learn how to let go and don't care about those mou liu things that can ruin my mood. Hahaha.
Good one lea. I know i know.
Next year. Hope I could continue being like that.
Always being so happy la. Haha.
And the training camp next year.
Hope it would be more fun !
Hahahahahaha. Gosh ~ Think of it also can laugh like hell dy. :P
My hope for next year :
Straight A's in PMR la. Stay active in every societies. And of course everyone staying healthy and happily la.
All the best to my beloved juniors . Without us , you still can do it .
Seniors that are leaving us , Good luck and all the best ~ Always keep in touch and have a visit whenever you're free. :)

AMC St john Annual Training Camp 2010 !

Finally .. I have the time to write about it.
Until now I still miss it alot.
Hmm. It's too long and I just have to summarize it. :)

Start from first day bah.
The one that I most remember is the CAMPFIRE at night ! 
It's super cool ! The first camp I had with a Campfire in it. 
Whoa ~ Really wanna thanks to those committees that help us to create this in the camp. 
Special thanks to Sir Kevin too. 
If he's not there to help us setting the fire, we are not having this too. 
Thankyou thankyou ! And the song we learnt there ...
浪花一朵朵 ~ Walao . A song that I have to listen once I online and until I offline. 
A memorable song for us . Hees ~ 

Hmm. Just picking up some of the important parts. Haha.
The morning exercise ? Everyone was so frustrated on the first day cause we are doing it again and again .
We hated it so much cause we have to wake up so early and doing it on the sleeping mood ? Hahaha.
But until the last time we were doing it. We hope that it never ends.
We don't wanna leave and stop this camp.
Haih . But this is the fact.
We have to leave and continue our life..

Until Camp Night now !
Gosh ~ The moment that we all are waiting for.
Everyone was so high and happy on that night.
We finally can rest and enjoy ourselves.
My performance. Hmm. Still okay la.
Didn't did any mistakes and it's quite good.
Kinda like my own performance too. Hehehe. :P

Later that, guess what ?
FIREWORKS ~ 
It was sososososossoso beautiful man ! 
Colours are all around the sky and the loud sound makes my heartbeat jumping even faster. LOL.

Finally.. The sharing part.
Each and every one had a paper on their back and you can write anything on their paper.
Such a fun game but I had some regrets in it.
Hmm. But finally I had another 'reward' ! Hahahahhahaha. ;)
Luckily no one drew a turtle on my paper. :P
Many funny things happened there.. Hahaha. 

My group .. Erm. Actually quite dissapointed having saw my group members on that list at first.
But found out actually everyone has their own good and bad.
Shouldn't be that cruel to them.
They are kind. :) Treat them well and they will give you back their kindness.
ZIRCON ~ WE ARE THE BEST ! 
Love you all and our beloved Instructor Kwan and Faci Lim ever ! :DD
Although we didn't get any prizes. But at least we done our best right ? 
Just like what Instructor Kwan said.
If there is a Best Improvement Group ! I'm sure we will definitely get it ~

Until today . I really hope this camp will never end.
The last shift of our duty.
4.30 to 6am. Gosh .
It's FUN ! Can't imagine it would be that funny ''duty'' . Buahahaha.
Kayyyy. That's all.
Hope my family won't go anywhere in the holiday next year.
Cause I gonna missed the time with them and go for The Camp again !

Update ! xD

Hmm. Long time didn't update this blog dy.
Too lazy to do so. :) Talking bout my holiday life..
It's really bored bored and bored.
Everyday doing almost the same thing.
Making me crazy of it.
Quite excited for the new school reopen now.
Have to pack and get ready all my stuffs soon after the camp.
Change bag , shoes , stationaries etc etc.
Most important. My Pinafore.
Have to get use to the blue pinafore next year and say byebye to the Prefect's uniform.
I'm scared. Seems like it would be a tough year next year.
Will it be another year with more problems ? Or just a relaxing year ? I know it's impossible.
*Sigh. Just.. Hoping those problems won't be too tough for me.
Problems are just something that can make everyone grow in life.
Anything could be solved. But it's just how you look at it. And how you face it.
Argh. Hoping for a happy life. :)

Talking bout camp.
Countdown 5 days more.
AMC St John ! We rock ! Gonna have a enjoyable and tiring camp coming.
But I'm still excited for it.
No matter how hard, how tiring , how tough is it. I'll give and do my best !
Love AMC St john forever ! < 3 

After the camp ,  it will be Christmas.
All of you that had viewed my blog lately . Or I mean few months or weeks before.
I would be home alone for Christmas with my MAID .
but now I have planning dy. Good news right ?
Hmm. Going to Chris's house. How would it be ?
Don't know. I'll update about it later.


That's all ! Don't know when will I be going to update my blog again.
Maybe waiting for Anthea to remind me again ? Hahahaha.
Next year. I would be busy. I can't online so often like this year.
Gonna miss you, blog. Miss my friends.
I know you will miss me too right ? Hahhax. :P


Another one. Last one. 
Today is really an important day.
No one knows what day is it.
*Sigh.
Nevermine. I told those that I thought they would know.
But they made me dissapointed. Not going to tell you all dy. :(
The conclusion. Pvt Kok .. Yin Lin .. Here I come !
With a disspointing answer for all of you.
I'm Sorry.. I've done my best..

BBQ - Exco by exco (=

The exco by exco this year was really great !
Didn't went for this 'tradition ' last yearbut i did not regret !
Last year's exco by exco was so bored.
This year was much much different !
Aww. I really love you all so much.
Had a nice day .
All the best to all of you also and do your best next year. :)

Hmm. Should I start writing from home ?
Pekyan supposed to fetch me by 2pm but this person really kills me.
She texted me at 1.15pm and said that she needs only 15min to reach my house.
I was not ready at all and I just rushed over all my things. -.-
Another text from her came. She said that her dad fgt to take somthg and have to go back home again.
It was like LOL !?
When I'm not ready then she said she's coming.
I was prepared and she told me to wait. == !!!
Okay. Then I waited for her 1 hour sitting on my sofa doing nothing.
Her 15 min = 1 hour. -.-
Really wanna kill her when she arrive my house.


Finally arrived in the condo at 2.45pm.
When we just stepped up and saw the swimming pool ,
guess what the first thing we saw.
ANDREA YEOH !
Pekhooi and me shouted her name so loudly and shocked that she was swimming with those LITTLE KIDS in the pool. Hahahahahahahahaa.
So damn funny that time.
They were playing and waving to us when we arrive.
But too bad we are not swimming there and went up to their house.
Owh. Watched and chatted for hours waiting for them swimming and it's quite bored that time.
Liwinn , Siaochi , Angie came with their pizza.
Kahwai reached also and we chatted so crazily.
Pokobi and liwinn went for a swim and some came up to made sushi cause we were too hungry ! FUN FUN FUN ~


UNO time ! They started bathing and those who didn't swim has nothing to do.
So we played our FAVOURITE game . UNO ! hahahahaha.
We made sushi with WASABI AND CHILLY SAUCE in it.
Yuks. It looks so disgusting. Who ever loses have to eat that disgusting sushi.
Siaochi the first . Then angie. Then Pekhooi. Then Me.
Lastly left the 2 penolongs. LOL. Pekyan and Kahwai.
Played for so long until all of them started to get ready for the BBQ.
Kahwai was the loser but we can't find that yukky sushi.
Someone was too hungry and stole it for tea. :P


Time to prepare BBQ.
They put the chairs into a circle and the 2 BBQ thinggy beside.
Plus whole table full of FOOD !
Hmm. When the fire is getting bigger and ready for BBQ .
Someone start shouting IT'S RAINING ! IT'S RAINING !
Therefore , all of us have to move all the things into that small small arbor beside the field.
It's so small and yet 15 + people have to move in.
We have no extra place for people to move around.
So those who don't need to move are not allowed to stand ! LOL.
So kesian. Hahahaha.
Jasmine, Miki , Yanyan and Jia so PRO in BBQ-ing .
Although sometimes bakar and black chicken wings were out. hahaha.
But also better than many of us . Hahaha.
Itu Pheishan keep on talking and not doing things one.
The most successful thing she did is pouring drinks for us. hahahahha.
Keep on asking the huairen--miki to make food for me. Haha.
So sorry ya. But I know she love to make for me.
Yanyan . Better than her. 自动 one. No need to call. ;)


Rain getting bigger and the sky is getting darker and darker.
Hmmm. The light there was not working also.
Miki went up and called their parents and the guard or the owner i think .
Too bad. Nothing works at all.
So we packed and went up back to their house.
Grilled all the chicken wings , prawn , fish etc in the oven .


Started our GAMES ! Aww. I miss it ~
Separated into 2 gangs !
First gang - The True or Dare gang.  Second gang - The UNO gang.
The AIM of our gang. The first gang.
Is to be more HAPPY AND NOISIER than the second gang.
And of course , we are so hyperactive. We did it.
Hmm. All the dares and truths by you all .
HAHAHAHAAHAHA.
So funny and cute.
Still rmb my dare till now.
First dare : Learn and follow one of her HAO POR LOOK of that Miss HK (Pheishan) Yiyer. Still rmb that sound and move that i did till now and ever.
Second dare : The most horrible in the whole day.
Finish up the grill prawn , potato and fish in 2 min ! If not, eat another chicken wing! OMG ! I was like so shock .
Suddenly they saw me so kesian and they gave the permission for the juniors to help me. My beloved Anyee helped me almost 3/4 the potato and hueysee ate a little fish. LOL.
Although we can't finish in time, but we were free. No more chicken wings. Hahahahaha.Yay ! Thankyou thankyou. But you all made me hate food that time. HAHAHA.


Later that , 9pm dy. Haiz. Everyone have to leave.
I hope we can stay there the whole holiday.
It's like everyday so boring at home.
How good if we can stay together everyday.
Hope all of us will remember that special day for all excos.
Although some of you can't come.
There will be still chances to be with us together and gather once again.
All the best and good luck to all of you. :) 

Stupid me !

Am I really stupid doing all these things since like a few weeks ago ?
I'm not the leader or even the assitant .
And I'm like doing jobs more than what a QM or group member should be doing ..
Giving out ideas and giving instructions to others,
and I even feel like I'm grabbing their jobs.
I did all these and all I just want is to make our group perfect and work could be done smoothly..
I won't hope that we can be the Best group or whatever .
Just wish that we can cooperate nicely with each others.
Performance . I'm really giving too much and no one would appreciate ( I know ).
Sigh. Maybe I really should only stop now and just do what others do. 
Waiting for others' instruction and just do what they do.  
It's time for me to stop. I shouldn't be doing too much from now on. 
It's enough.  From the next meeting onwards ...
I will really change this type of attitude.
I promise. Maybe our group will be much more happier without people like me giving so much stupid ideas !